Yet another worry...

For days, my girlfriend has been sleeping over at my place...
It's been nearly a week, she's been staying here... not going back...
And recently, I've been studying with her for quite a lot...
However, the worst thing that I've ever heard came from her aunt yesterday afternoon...
I pity her for what she's been going through...
Some might agree that her family's right to pressure her to study...
But for me, I don't see that it's wrong nor right...
As I'm writing this post, she's sleeping on my bed... letting her resting was what I did...
The moment she wakes up, I'm supposed to teach her some Japanese for an assignment later...
An interview it seems...
She has been unable to grasp it no matter how hard she tries...
What her aunt said to her was that she's been sleeping to much...
From what I see, that's not true...
She's been too stressed... and she spent most of her time awake... studying...
She cried, the moment she ended the call...
I realized, it wasn't a good thing and came over to comfort her...
Somehow, pressure on this girl seems to break her down to her knees... all teary eyed...
But, what I can do now, is to not make her give up and make her fight to the very end even though it might seem that she might not get through... She still have the chance to gain that 1:100000000000 chance of getting through her degree with a good CGPA... the only thing I can do now with my own hands and brains is to help her out in her studies and support her no matter what... despite that, I will not give up on mine either... がんばってね、ニコーちゃん。

What's wrong with this idiot?

Recently, I've been such an idiot... a fool!
I've never been able to understand my girlfriend...
Wonder what is she thinking?
I don't wanna end things...
But I don't want us to continuously arguing...
We can even argue for the silliest stuff...
All I think of is for a better tomorrow... and hope that things don't go worse... but it does...
Sigh, I just want things to be the way it used to be...