A grim day for me...

Today's a grim day for almost everyone in my class...
we have lost a fellow classmate yesterday morning...
So, today, we did have a moment of silence in class in conjunction with our recent loss...
However, I wasn't there to join them in the moment of silence...
Cause i was sleeping...
Anyway, screw the retarded English talk...
We went to the funeral despite it's quite far...
My mates and I shared the same car...
When I reached Muar, I was feeling a little grim...
I couldn't smile, couldn't laugh...
The first thing I did was taking some joss stick and pray for my late classmate...
I looked at the funeral picture...
The large imprint of his normal picture...
Making it look as if he's watching us praying for him...
Then after the moment of prayer...
We went next to the coffin to look at him for the last time...
Apparently...
I don't have the guts to look at his face, and I wonder why...
Perhaps, I wasn't ready to see him go...
I couldn't believe that it can lead to this...
This is the first time i attended a fellow classmate's funeral...
Of course i had never lost a classmate in an accident...
Well, anyway, bless him...
May he have a safe journey...
We'll be seeing you there, my fellow friend...

Short Life

Life...
Why do we think life is short and meaningless?
If we think that our lives are meaningless, everything will be boring...
How important is our lives?
Is it until someone lost theirs?
Are our lives so short?
Well, to be true, we won't know when will we die...
For that, live our lives... to the fullest...
No matter what we do... Every thing we want to do before we die...
Do it early...
we won't know...
we might be dead in the next few seconds...

God.... Is it real? or is it our imagination?

Is God real?
Does he really exist?
We are uncertain whether he exists for real or not...
The only thing which kept us believing in Him is our faith...
But what is God actually?
Is it some foreign visitors coming from the sky helping out humans to build civilizations? Thus giving them hope? Or is it a real deity which created the universe?
There are chances that alien visitors from the past might be mistaken as god in this world...
Primitive humans believed in Gods to keep their faith in...
However, I do believe that there is a chance where God is an alien...
But proving God is an alien is impossible...
So, this question is up to anyone... Do you believe God is an alien or not?

2012, a year of mass hysteria...

For years everyone's looking forward to the year 2012...
What's the reason?
Armaegeddon...
But how sure are we that the world would end?
The Mesoamerican Long Count calendar commonly known as the Mayan Calendar ends on December 21st 2012...Gregorian Calendar
But why does it end there?
Could it be that it's because they didn't take into consideration for a longer time period?
Or is it that they foresaw the end of the world?
This is uncertain...
Another proof of the end of the world hysteria is the massive astrological activities...
Scientists at NASA predicted more black spots on the sun will be seen and a lot of asteroid activities in space...
There's also a report on an Asteroid setting on a collision course with Earth but it is unlikely to hit Earth...
The unstable global activities happening around us... such as the book of Revelation has said...
Where even Mountains begin to move from their places...
Signifying an earthquake...
All leads to the bible...
Could it be that the prophecy is being fulfilled?
We are uncertain...
One thing's for sure, we'll soon find out what will happen when the time comes...

Ghosts... is it a being from another dimension?

We say that ghosts are spirits of the dead...
But how true is that?
Is it possible that they are not spirits after all?
Perhaps a being from the other dimension that can't adapt to our dimension and form a body...
So in conclusion, they turn into a energy orb, shadows or even a blurred image?
But when you think about it...
The Malays used to mention about Malam Jumaat which is actually Thursday night till Friday morning...
It is called a transition period between the netherworld and the real world...
But could it be that this period of time, it is not a transition period...
But perhaps a resonance of the vibrations between the 2 different dimensions?
It is plausible...
We couldn't say that it is confirmed that it is a resonance...
Perhaps, when we die, we didn't appear as spirits in this world...
But perhaps a being in the other dimension...
Perhaps they can exist there as another being which we can't assume what they'll look like...
Perhaps, they have the power to cross dimensions...
We can't say...
This mystery can't be solved unless we do prove something... If we do cross the dimension border...
What would we be like in their world?
Would we be their ghosts?
Which they fear so much?
No one is certain...

Something worth thinking about....

This is a question posed by many...
You're with someone for a long time, and you don't have sex?
What's wrong with you?
Well, the reason why we shouldn't is clear...
Have you ever thought that having sex is a big problem if you're no married?
Can you handle the stress of being talked about behind your back?
Even if you can, can you really handle the stress if you or your girlfriend gets pregnant?
How are you going to feed the child?
If you go for abortion...
Can you live with the fact that you murdered a child?
Have you ever thought of any of these?
Sure, sex might be fun but why do it now?
Why not wait for the few years till you get married?
Isn't it better if you wait?
Well, if you still think that my explanation wasn't good enough...
Go to the following link...
http://nightclow.blogspot.com/2009/04/did-u-are-u-speechless.html

Why do we do Science?

What if man were to play god?
What if humans have the power to create life?
The power to force things to work?
To destroy all existence?
What are the consequences?
A question posed to all scientists in this world.
What are we achieving from science?
A better understanding of the things around us?
Or to achieve god like knowledge?
What is the true knowledge?

Hatred...

Humans are creatures that are unique from other creatures on this planet...
We are the only creatures with a complex brain allowing us to have more emotions and thinking power...
But we are always clouded by hatred...
The reason for our hatred is because of the differences between humans...
If we can actually settle our differences...
We would actually find a reason to not hate...
Hatred had already corrupted this world...
We kill each other, make each one of our lives even more miserable...
We can't find a common place where we can stand together...
It's all because of hatred...
But if we actually settle our differences, look at each other...
We'll find out that we're not actually that different after all...
We're all the same...
Humans are humans...
there is no point of killing, jealousy and all evil thoughts...
Evil originates from hatred...
Hatred leads to our problems we have in our society today...
Racism, murder, war...
all these things...
come from the same root...
it's all hatred...

Missing home...

I've been so far off home for a while now.
I haven't been home for such a long time.
I wonder what had happened back home.
It's been a while since I last tasted a proper family meal.
I haven't ate a proper home cooked meal for such a long time.
Fried wantons, my mom's specially made Potatoes with soy sauce.
I kinda wonder how it'd taste like now.
Things had gone wrong in the past few months.
Mom's got a stroke, which scared me to hell.
I still remember that day where I was sleeping on the chair in front of my PC.
My bro woke me up and told me mom couldn't walk.
I didn't know what happened until she was admitted to the hospital.
My dad didn't came until the evening, even though we called him many times.
But that's a long while ago.
She's better now.
But I was wondering. What have I done in this whole year?
Had I been wasting a lot of time and money?
Shouldn't I be studying instead of failing almost every subject?
I guess, it's time for a change.
I miss home.
I miss my family.
I miss being at home.
Having that familiar feeling.
It's all different when I'm staying outside.
I'm looking forward to go back as soon as possible.
It's all I want now.
Going back home.
Walking down the streets which I'm familiar with.