A grim day for me...

Today's a grim day for almost everyone in my class...
we have lost a fellow classmate yesterday morning...
So, today, we did have a moment of silence in class in conjunction with our recent loss...
However, I wasn't there to join them in the moment of silence...
Cause i was sleeping...
Anyway, screw the retarded English talk...
We went to the funeral despite it's quite far...
My mates and I shared the same car...
When I reached Muar, I was feeling a little grim...
I couldn't smile, couldn't laugh...
The first thing I did was taking some joss stick and pray for my late classmate...
I looked at the funeral picture...
The large imprint of his normal picture...
Making it look as if he's watching us praying for him...
Then after the moment of prayer...
We went next to the coffin to look at him for the last time...
Apparently...
I don't have the guts to look at his face, and I wonder why...
Perhaps, I wasn't ready to see him go...
I couldn't believe that it can lead to this...
This is the first time i attended a fellow classmate's funeral...
Of course i had never lost a classmate in an accident...
Well, anyway, bless him...
May he have a safe journey...
We'll be seeing you there, my fellow friend...