For a long time... I barely tell a lot of people what I fear... But this is what I feared the most...
I fear of losing the people I love... I came so close to losing my mom... After she got a stroke months ago... Then this came to me recently... Which is my girlfriend... The second person I loved the most after my mom... The usual reasons I feared of losing her is that she'll die while i'm still alive... But the fear almost came true however not because of her going to die but in fact of her almost leaving me for another guy... I might be denying my true feelings in front of her telling her that I don't worry about it... But the truth is, I can't stop thinking about it... She might be honest to me, but the fear is always there... Though I trusted that she won't betray me and leave me... But I can't get the thought out of my head... Will we last? Will we break up someday?
I have no intentions of breaking up with you... But will you leave me?
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